I'm lost. Okay that is the understatement of the century. I am in the most awkward, soul wrenching transition of finishing school and looking for work. In any given day I am overcome with just about every single emotion one person can possibly feel.
I'm happy...
I'm sad...
I'm anxious...
I'm hopeful...
I'm nervous...
I'm angry...
I'm frustrated...
I'm excited...
I'm confused...
I'm trying to distract myself...
I'm enjoying the ride...
I'm no longer enjoying the ride...
Seriously can we please get there I am really not enjoying this ride...
I have this conversation inside my head about 20 times a day and let me tell you it is incredibly exhausting. But what can I do except keep plotting along, looking for work, taking each day as it comes. There is no secret formula to finding work, being successful or being happy. And at the end of the day no one is going to have the answer for me. I just hope an answer comes to me sooner rather than later because this is one difficult roller coaster to ride and I am getting tired.
Very...
Very...
Tired...
